I brought dinner to Ryan, Amber and family. Made some good spaghetti, bought garlic bread and salad and cake. Amber and Ryan thanked me for satisfying them very well.
I told them I was I also very satisfied- I held Nahni the whole time they ate. And it felt very good.
What surprised me though, was how good it felt to give her back and walk away going on with my life. Kind of a surprise, but that must be how Grandmas feel. And today I am auntie- close enough for now.