I am going to actually have a baby.
I am washing his new clothes, and am setting up his bedroom (after painting it this weekend). It will have an all organic crib set, I may even make matching curtains.
Then I am going to prepare my room for him, and buy a car seat, adn think about actually holding an awsome new being in my arms.
A couple Sundays ago I held a little baby. It was then that I realizes how much I had missed holding a little cuddily bundle, and how complete it felt to hold one again.